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Monday, August 20, 2012

First day of school

Well, BOTH of my boys went to their first day of school today.  Unbelievable... I really struggled with leaving my baby boy today when I walked out of his preschool classroom.  How did this happen? I JUST gave birth to him, didn't I?  It is soooooo hard to watch my babies growing up.  It is heartbreaking to be alone in the quiet house during the day....  I have lost myself a bit in this parenting process... BUT, my baby had a great first day - he didn't even cry!!!  That screams adjusted and confident, right?  I, however, was a disastrous mess. I cried/sobbed and paced in my empty house all morning until I got to pick him back up and heard his happy "Hi Mommy!" when he greeted me with his contagious, beautiful smile.  :)  Being a Mommy is a very difficult and emotional job, but it is also a very rewarding and inspiring job.  I love my boys so much.... they are becoming these amazing little people, and I guess my hubby and I have a little something to do with that.  That makes me (us) very proud.  :)